Who seeks like the great seeker does???

I have fear of God, and I do know how, to fear him. I seek his face, to here his voice. my life is a seek. I do seek after him almost every minute, I feel within my heart that he can make me like him, just have to wait, and keep longing after him. been 6 yrs, I've done nothing but pray for purity of my sole, and to learn his ways. to learn and have the mind of Christ. I continuously get touched by the holy spirit. But I have very strong demonic forces against me. I'm a very spiritual man. God is a very silent spirit. but my heart won't let Go of seeking after him, till I'm like him. so much hunger for him. I just sit and pray all day. many hours, days, months, soon to be years. its the only way I can love his sacrifice, if he makes me like him in righteousness and understanding. I desire his ways to be my ways, I've completely surrendered myself for Gospel of Jesus Christ. The Lord called me the great seeker and he asked me to do this seek.